Update: been a long road. The first white bikini is me, post baby, pre implants. I could get my entire fit body back after having a baby other than my breasts. I affectionately called them my flap jacks but I was actually a bit bashful at 24 y/o to see myself that way... and my hubby at the time was pretty encouraging to get new knockers. Now that I look back, I immediately felt increasingly like something was wrong. My hormones were all over the place, my anxiety was odd, I increasingly gained weight (fighting at 125 to 145) and felt more sore and tired with no reasoning. My insomnia was nuts and when I did sleep I sweat pounds worth over night. My hips and back were constantly in agony, I’d go in to yawning fits every time I needed to workout or get my heart rate going because I was having respiratory issues due to the inflammation. My hair was thinning, I had new food allergy about every 3 months, my eyes were always stoner red and my vision was declining. Memory and concentratio...